Quite often you still cross my mind. Where did we go wrong? I know we both made our share of mistakes, and I should have handled things better. I’m still currently trying to change my ways and become a better person. It just takes time. I have no problem with waiting. It’s all a learning process. I apologize for ever hurting you, you know it was never my intention. That is what this life is about. Growing and learning every day.. But what still haunts me is if I’m making the right choice or not.. Everything happens for a reason though, right? I guess we will see where this takes me. If all of this isn’t meant to be, then life will take me in a different direction. I have full trust in it. Sometimes I find myself lost in thoughts of you. Even at my happiest, I still catch myself thinking of you and making myself upset. I have no regrets, I just hope you know that I am sorry for the way things went down and that you can, at least one day, forgive me. Karma will and has been getting back at me for what I’ve done, and I am fully embracing it. I deserve it all and can only learn from it.

Posted on Tuesday, February 28th at 03:53PM with 1 note

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